today

I suddenly have that pain or say ache on my chest. i think i know why. but i choose not to know why. i dun like this feeling. is like kena eaten up. but is aching alot.

i suddenly dunno how to face the problem like i wanted to. i did face it try to solve it and everything that can be done. but i came back to square one again. i very disappointed with myself.

i know i must face it and solve it. but deep inside, i know is pain. i really dunno how. when both things happen at the same time. i really cannot take it. how! please help me!

i want to be in the banck ground. but i want to in the happy way. but i dun like the feel now. maybe really more and more stress is coming in and not out. i really want to be happy!!! not worries.

deep sleep will help.