learn a big lesson

i finally really learn a big lesson. but whether i know how is use the skill that i learn on solving problem like this i not sure. but will try to use it to change i have to change.

i suddenly feel very light ( Not weight). like i have throw away a huge stone. but i dunno izzit good. cause that does not mean problems in me have solve. i really have to start from start. you are rite, why i so scare that i fall, babies also like this. is a natural process.

this time i really have to do what i have to do. not letting anyone disappoint anymore. i will do my best. hope you all can support me too. :) if i did anything wrong or hurt you in someways, i'm really sorry.

a new start a new me:)