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Should I stay or Should I go

it seems like there is alot of misunderstanding happening around me. the best is until now i still cannot get over somethings and even solve it. eveything seems getting worst. why people just can't see how i want to help them but see it as i want them the way i one.

maybe is my way of doing things. and every single year there will be a major thing happen. i feel very bad i keep thinking that is me that never teach them the right thing. i feel that i may have teach them the wrong thing. i dunno. i messing up myself now. i really dunno how to go in ns in the shape i am now.

i tell myself not to care what people think about when i know i am doing the right thing. but i always want to make everyone happy which will not happen.

should i stay or should i go?
i really dunno. if i'm that bad why? if i'm that good why?
i trying to stay as focus as i can.
why am i so weak.
why people just dun give me that chance to show or believe in what i can do for you.